So, crazy stuff happens sometimes. I've been dreaming a lot lately, which is bizarre for me to have this many in such a short amount of time. None of them are good (duh). But at least I don't wake up screaming covered in cold sweat like the old ones.

I have been getting spooked a lot easier lately though.. and that is even more bothersome.

I hate feeling vulnerable.

On a brighter side, tomorrow, at 9 am sharp, I am having my FIRST polygraph done! I am so so thrilled! Don't worry, I didn't do anything wrong! I am actually getting deeper and deeper into the process for my internship (sounds so much more official than "volunteering", right?) for the Arlington Police Department's Victim Advocacy program. This is getting deeper into the process! I don't have much else to do I think. I will be siked once I finally get to go do training and then go in a companionship to "on scene" calls... and really... help people. While for the last couple years I've felt like this is the direction I was destined to go, I want to make sure this is what I really want to do. And what better way to keep your current job in great standing and just go and volunteer for what might be a future permanent career... right? I feel like this will finally make up my mind on the matter. Will the work suck me in completely where I know I will never want to do anything else for a career? Or will it not be what I thought it was? I'm super excited to find out!

I'll let ya know how the test goes!



Lindsey said...

I love that you're doing something that will help you understand your job better. It'll be great to know if you REALLY like it before you get committed. :)

Cindy Ardis said...

Polygraph?!! It was fun to hear about your experience with the polygraph. And I wasn't surprised when they told you you weren't a good liar! You don't have much experience in that area. (By the way they tested her by having her lie about something and it showed up pretty quick.)

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